Style 11: An alternative 

"Ehm..yeah… To be honest, I'm more attracted to children as my friends, but that’s impossible. For a while, I had a girl friend somewhat younger in age than I am, but this was not a success. Later on, I  discovered that I can also feel love for young men. So, I sometimes have intimate contacts with young gay men. I know it is a kind of substitution, but I can live with it reasonably happily."

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