Style 15: Blocked

"About two years ago I discovered that I'm attracted to children. I was scared to death. Since then, everything went wrong, like I was no longer able to live in any way. I have stopped my education. I don’t know what I want. I know that people with these kinds of feelings always harm children and that they wind up in prison or a clinic. I don’t want this at all. I cannot live with these feelings, but I believe I also cannot live without them. Fantasies come up in my mind, but I suppress them immediately. My live is blocked now, I do not know where to go."

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